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MDD is too slow, and seems to run in cycles

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IN HONOR OF A TRUE LOYAL FRIEND... THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME WHAT A TRUE FRIEND IS WITH OUT THE BULLsh*t... i will always love you.

Ok, to the Moderators, and MTDreaming………..again.

You know, the sad thing is, I was so ready to let it all drop today…….but then I saw the goddamn lies being printed…….and I have never been one to keep my mouth shut……..so here goes:

I’m sure you don’t agree, but I haven’t attacked anyone here personally (with the slight exception of one, due to a childish comment made to me).  Not to MTDreaming.  However, seeing what you’ve been doing, and the lies you’ve told, I’m going to have to start.  The singling out that you claim you haven’t done is total bullsh*t, and there’s not anyone here that will buy it other than your “mod” friends.  And I doubt they even believe it.  They will however, pretend to, because this “mod” group seems to be like a damn high school clique.  That was shown when I received a comment in total support, and then after the “mods” cut in (behind the scenes) that support suddenly switched to “mod” support.  Hmmmmm…..clique. 

First, I’ll post the comments that you made to HarleyQuinn and MrMan:

 

Your comment to Harley:

See, I knew that you were "going out of your way" to prove a point, something that you told me that you didnt do. I did answer your question, only the people on your fav list can read your diary.  What is it that you dont understand??  Your open journals are read by everyone, and when someone violates the TOS, they can be reported, and sometimes they are. The reason why I write this in here, is because ONLY THE PEOPLE ON YOUR FAVORITES LIST can view your entries.  You know that your pictures were not removed, I made your diary semi-private, (after you got a warning from another MDD staff member and ignored it)  for the fact that it contains objectional pictures and stories.  NO ONE ever told you or anyone that they cant "express themselves".  We ask that you simply follow the TOS that you AGREED to upon signing  up to use the site (read the TOS on other blogging sites and you will see that we are not the only ones that ask that you do not post porn in your PUBLIC diary), if you feel that you cant "express yourself" on this site, maybe try another one.  You all are adults, and I just dont understand why you cant comply with the terms of service?  There was no misunderstanding...I had reports of "blowme's diary.  I came here to see what was wrong and I asked that he made his diary semi-private, since there are children on the site as young as 13, and they actually out number the number of adults that write here. He chose to ignore me and form some sort of lynch mob instead of talking this out with me.  He was in violation, as you were, of the TOS, and I got hell for asking you to comply. I still dont understand the need that you feel for your explicit pictures and content to be read by 13 year olds?   We are doing all that we can to make this a friendly site (but there are only so many of us and over 300,000 diaries), you can express yourself in your diaries any way that you want.  But we ask that you be responsible adults and make these kind of entries private...please if there are any questions read the TOS and I can be reached via the messageboards, by PM and Email.

And now, I will go thru it and point out the lies and contradictions.

See, I knew that you were "going out of your way" to prove a point, something that you told me that you didnt do. I did answer your question, only the people on your fav list can read your diary.

Lie number one……..you’re full of sh*t if you’re telling us you don’t have a master password to get into diaries……I know you do because you used it the night you locked us out, and I’ll explain later how I know.

  What is it that you dont understand??  Your open journals are read by everyone, and when someone violates the TOS, they can be reported, and sometimes they are. The reason why I write this in here, is because ONLY THE PEOPLE ON YOUR FAVORITES LIST can view your entries.  You know that your pictures were not removed, I made your diary semi-private, (after you got a warning from another MDD staff member and ignored it)  for the fact that it contains objectional pictures and stories.  NO ONE ever told you or anyone that they cant "express themselves".  We ask that you simply follow the TOS that you AGREED to upon signing  up to use the site (read the TOS on other blogging sites and you will see that we are not the only ones that ask that you do not post porn in your PUBLIC diary), if you feel that you cant "express yourself" on this site, maybe try another one.  You all are adults, and I just dont understand why you cant comply with the terms of service?  There was no misunderstanding...I had reports of "blowme's diary.  I came here to see what was wrong and I asked that he made his diary semi-private, since there are children on the site as young as 13,

You’ll never get me to believe that you are doing all of this for the interest of the children.  It’s got to do with money and the ads, the same reason you want the young kids to be on this site, rather than adults.  I’m not going to get into this explanation, since DrZ said it better than I could.  He has a little more eloquence and tact than I do.  I strongly urge everyone to read his entry “to the moderators”, and you will understand what I’m talking about.

 and they actually out number the number of adults that write here. He chose to ignore me

Bullsh*t, you’re full of sh*t on this……….I did not ignore you, and I am offended that you call me a liar.  I DON’T f***ING LIE.  I may be an a**h***, but one thing I’m not is a liar.  I told you the morning that you told me to make it private or delete sh*t…..I told you that by the end of the day, I would do something about it, either leave MDD, delete the “offensive” sh*t, or go private. I told you that, and then told you again after YOU ignored it. You couldn’t handle the comments against you, so you decided to not give me the decency to make my own decision.  Or even the decency to tell me that you made the damn journal private.  Really, as long as I’ve had this diary open, was a few extra hours for me to decide really going to cause some 13 year old trauma?   

 and form some sort of lynch mob instead of talking this out with me.

Bullsh*t to you AGAIN!!!  I didn’t start a goddamn thing.  I stated in my own journal how I felt.  Which is exactly what you say this journal is for.  I didn’t ask anyone to do anything other than to let me know if my journal’s content was offensive, and whether I should go private or leave MDD.  That’s all.  I didn’t start any kind of f***ing “lynch mob” as you say.  People read what was going on, and voiced their opinions.  I’m very sorry if you couldn’t  handle the fact that not one person other than the “mods” agreed with you.  And your damn TOS.  I did talk it out to you in when I told you I’d do something by the end of the day.  Which YOU, not me, IGNORED.  And then you have the balls to say that I ignored you on it?  f*** that.

 He was in violation, as you were, of the TOS, and I got hell for asking you to comply.

You got hell from everyone else……I didn’t ask them to say anything to you, so don’t give me and Harley sh*t for it.  They don’t agree with you or your TOS, and there’s nothing I can do about that.  I wouldn’t anyway, because I agree with them. 

And to all of you that supported what I said....THANK YOU.  All of you. 

 I still dont understand the need that you feel for your explicit pictures and content to be read by 13 year olds? 

Seriously?  This is a pretty stupid thing to say, because I don’t think you really believe that we are TRYING to get 13 year olds to read our sh*t.  Do you think I or Harley are pedophiles?  Get real.  The sad thing is, is that you do have pedophiles on this site, or at least older men trying to f*** teenage girls via phone, cyber, and who knows what else?  And you are instead wasting your time on me.  You’ll never buy it, but if you ask anyone else on here, I think they’d all tell you that I’m a pretty decent guy.  And Harley is a VERY decent woman.

  We are doing all that we can to make this a friendly site (but there are only so many of us and over 300,000 diaries), you can express yourself in your diaries any way that you want. 

Really?  Hmmmm……then what was up with your comment to Harley, on her “I am horny” entry.  First, what’s on there is an erotic story, and a picture of a woman’s back.  Which I saw more skin yesterday during primetime television in a shampoo ad.  But the really funny thing is, you made your comment BEFORE she had any pictures at all on the entry.  It was a story.  No pictures.  You’re comment was “I take this entry as you ignoring me.”  You told her her pictures were too risky.  So by not putting any pictures in the next entry, you call that ignoring you?  Did I miss something here?  Seems to me she did exactly what you asked.  And don’t tell me that the words were too explicit.  You and your mods have been saying that we can say whatever we want, but pictures are too graphic.  These are the exact words from your own “mod”, ‘the reason other diarists who write pronographic material dont get the wrath of the mods called upon them is because, by law, they can say whatever they want. However, pictures are a different story.’  So what kind of contradiction is that? 

But we ask that you be responsible adults

Responsible?  Like your lies and contradictions are responsible?

 and make these kind of entries private...please if there are any questions read the TOS and I can be reached via the messageboards, by PM and Email.

 

And in an earlier comment to her you said that I was the one that was reported.  And that no one, including Harley, is being singled out.  Then you go on to say that you are getting on her because of the comments that she had in my journal……Guess what…..that is you singling her out.  I saw the comments that she wrote to me on those two entries since this all started.  And there is nothing in any of them to cause you to read her journal and think that there might be something questionable in there.  And MrMan……he’s never had anything that would cause you to get uptight about….ever.  Now you’re giving him some sh*t.  Every comment that came in to me, you were right there to comment back, trying to shoot them down.  Then you went to all of their diaries to check them out, and most likely my favorites also.  THAT is singling people out.  You call it whatever the f*** you want, but we can see it for what it is. 

So people, all of my friends that left me all of your great comments…….forgive me, I haven’t commented back to most of you………this is why…….MTDreaming, and probably other “mods” are going thru my comments, and possibly favorites, and scrutinizing your diaries.  SINGLING YOU OUT.  So I didn’t want to draw any more attention to you than they were already giving you.  I do appreciate all of you, and especially those of you that actually wrote entries about it.  Tina, DrZ, MrMan, GKP, and sh*t, of course you Harley.  You’re in it as deep as me!!  But sh*t, you knew you would be.  And I probably did forget some of you, and if I did just leave me a comment saying, “you f***ing dickstain, you forgot me!!”

 

And your comment to MrMan (as if he has anything to do with this):

would one of you go into harleyquinns diary and tell her that I CANT GET INTO HER DIARY IM NOT ON HER FAVORITES LIST!!!!!! I would like to talk about this...BUT I CANNOT GET INTO HER DIARY....she doesnt seem to understand this....

All I know is that someone told me that she was writing about me again (I have a fan club now), but I cant respond in her diary, BECAUSE I AM NOT A PART OF HER FAVORITES LIST..

She got locked out of her diary, from a bug on the admin side, which I fixed..shortly after when I realized that something wasnt right.

If she wants to continue to talk about being childish and so forth, I suggest she start acting like an adult about this and talk to me.  I didnt ask for an apology, I asked that she did the right thing.  AGAIN, she can reach me in the messageboards...I cant just magically appear in her diary.

 

 

 

 

And now the lies and contradictions:

would one of you go into harleyquinns diary and tell her that I CANT GET INTO HER DIARY IM NOT ON HER FAVORITES LIST!!!!!! I would like to talk about this...BUT I CANNOT GET INTO HER DIARY....she doesnt seem to understand this....

This is also bullsh*t.  Are you telling us that you as the site administrator doesn’t have a master password to get into the diaries?  Do you think any of us believe that?  The night you locked Harley and I out of our own diaries (oh yeah, a bug, ha) that you weren’t in them, after you had already made them private?  Then why is it that we were able to access them through other peoples diaries, and when I got into mine, it had my diaries title, but above that it said MTDreaming’s diary?  Wouldn’t that indicate that you were in it under a main access password?  How stupid do you think we all are?  A bug?  Get real.

All I know is that someone told me that she was writing about me again (I have a fan club now), but I cant respond in her diary, BECAUSE I AM NOT A PART OF HER FAVORITES LIST..

Let me access your diary, and I’ll put you in my favorites and you can see it all.  I can’t put you in there.  Your diary is private.  But it doesn’t matter, you have enough friends here that will copy and paste what we say.  You trying to tell us that you have no idea what she or I are saying?  Do you think anyone believes that?  You say we could access you thru the message board.  Well, you didn’t have to access us on our diary.  You have our email addresses.  Instead you decided to leave us comments publicly.  So we will address you publicly.  The reason you don’t want us addressing you on the diary is because you are sick of everyone agreeing with us, and don’t want anyone to see what you or us are saying.  I myself don’t give a f*** who sees what…………..I guess that’s where we differ.

She got locked out of her diary, from a bug on the admin side, which I fixed..shortly after when I realized that something wasnt right.

A bug???!!!  Did you really think anyone would buy that when you thought it up?  What a coincidence that the two people that you are giving the most hassle to, seem to be the only two that the bug affected.  Who else was affected?  No one I know.  What a f***ing coincidence.  Weird how that sh*t worksd out.  And while this “bug” was in effect, and we were locked out, this is thetime that my diary happened to say MTDreaming’s Diary.  Another f***ing coincidence.  Maybe you didn’t realize we could still get in thru other users.

If she wants to continue to talk about being childish and so forth, I suggest she start acting like an adult about this and talk to me

What??!!  First she did address it to you….did you not read the title of her entry?  MTDreaming???  Who else would that be to??  Second, who is the childish one addressing someone thru someone else?  Aren’t you complaining about me to Harley and MrMan??  And complaining about Harley to MrMan?  Didn’t you complain about Harley in a comment to me?  Who again did you say was the childish one??

.  I didnt ask for an apology, I asked that she did the right thing.  AGAIN, she can reach me in the messageboards...I cant just magically appear in her diary

You and your message boards…….why then, I ask again, did you decide to address us publicly, instead of an email?  Now that you are the one getting sh*t for it, you don’t want anyone to know what’s going on?

 

I really was trying to not get personal, but I just can’t handle being lied to, or lied about.  And really this is pretty goddamn mellow for me.